Anxious

I lose sight of the answer the more i search for it. It's just too complicated for me
You kept on saying it over and over again
Yet i couldn't embrace your words
And i didn't get about what your eyes were trying to say
Wouldn't it be nice if these feelings found their way into your heart without me needing to speak a word?

Best Companion

Though this would sounds silly, fool, or even ridiculous
But I will keep trying to write it down for you,
Yes, you, fellas..

I always remember about our stories in the past
Do you remember about a time when we were laughing out loud that afternoon?
Even the best comedy stories would never beat the laughter I spent with you

Do you remember when we were hugging and got two big-swollen-red eyes?
I realize it, fellas, only on your shoulder I can cry over and over again and feel no shame at all
Even a box of tissue could never substitute your finger to erase my tears

Do you remember when I told you about my biggest secret ever?
You didn't laugh at me, but you gently smile and will always encourage me to decide what's best for me

You are always behind my eyelids, and it makes me feel stronger
Me, too, want to be like that for you
Thank you,
for keeping the light of your candle for me when another people extinguish theirs

"Though someday we'll be hundreds miles apart, I will always believe and trust on the power of our friendship. You, are the BEST COMPANION for me"

*Dedicated to all my best companions :)